Citizen's Blog

2002-09-11T20:03:00.000Z

I really don't know how to feel today. I mean, considering the date, and it's significance to the ENTIRE world, I don't know how I should feel. I'm a little nervous, cuz my dad is flying to Rotterdam today, and I know it's stupid, but I can't help feeling anxious. He should be OK, but the thought is always there, ya know.

I wrote this:

One year on
And the pain still lingers
One year on
And the heartache is still raw
One year on
The memories will never leave us
One year on
And it still shocks the world

We will remember the lost

11th September 2001 - The day the world changed.

I really thin that that sums up how I'm feeling. :( It's just so horrible.

2002-07-22T15:38:00.000Z

I'm back again, to ramble on to total strangers about my life! If you are reading this, then "hi" to you!

I'm now totally, totally obessed with Harry Potter. I saw the trailer for the first time on the big screen the other day when I went to see Scooby Doo (it's an OK film I suppose....) and afterthe trailer was on, I said to my mates "Can I go home now?" and they gave me this look of 'WHY are we friends with her??' They don't understand my obsession, but they put up with me nevertheless, or at least I hope they put up with me.....

I'm currently on my school summer holiday, which is a big plus, except the weather here in Wngland is trying to convince the whole country that it's not July, that it is in fact February. Saying that, we have better weather in February!!! I don't understand my country, it's too complicated and scary!!

My dad comes home from the States this Friday! I'm so happy. I haven't seen him for 5 months, and I miss him loads, so it's so good that he's coming home.

I think that's enough for now!!!!

Current Music: Hybrid Theory - Linkin Park
Current Music: Happy
Current Desktop: Harry Potter green, phallic symbol one! It's got Dan with a sword and a wand, and then there's a snake over it!
Last website visited: www.habbohotel.com
Last thing eaten: Ham and tomato sauce sandwich and a packet of Skips.

2002-07-09T20:56:00.000Z

Well, haven't I been busy?? What with end of school year stuff to deal with, a friend breaking up with her man, people leaving school, last exams AND having to deal with saying goodbye to my girlfriend for the summer, I've not had time to come and post on here. But, it's the summer and I'm FREEEEEEEEEEE!!! Well, until September that is, when I have to return to the Juvenile Prison Centre (otherwise known as school!!!!!). Stupid AS and A levels! WHY do I choose to take them!!!! Anyway, back to writing.

I'm in a state of shock, having just read THE most amazing fan fiction chapter. It's the third part of Lori's "Harry Potter and The Hero With A Thousand Faces" Here's the link to the files section of PoU Yahoo group: [url]http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ParadigmOfUncertainty/files[/url] Everyone should read all of Lori's stuff, as she's amazing!

I'm so happy that I'm on school hols. I'm doing work experience at the mo, which is soooooo fun! Loving it, although I Do come home smelling of onions and carrots! I'm working in a hotel kitchen, making food for people WHO DON'T EAT IT! It's so frustrating when you spend ages preparing food, and then the plates come back, and the food hasn't been eaten. It's not fair, and it's a waste of money!

I'm hungry now, so have to go and make some food!!!!!

Current Music: The Sound Of Silence - I have no music on!
Current Mood: Jolly
Current Desktop: Harry Potter Pictures
Last Website Visited: PoU Yahoo! Group
Last Thing Eaten: A biscuit at about 3 o clock, it's now ten o clock!

2002-06-28T16:51:00.000Z

Well, today was boring! Had to school and sing some crappy song, and then I walked around town and did NOTHING!! I'm at a loss because my exams are over. I mean, what did I used to do before I revised? Did I really sit around and do nothing? Or did I actually DO something?! I feel like there is something missing in my life, because I have no revision. I'm so stupid!! I really have nothing to do! All my exams are over, and there is NOTHING to do. I have no friends around where I live, because they all try to beat me up! All of my friends who go to school with me live ages away! I have to put up with online friends! Not that I mind, of course, because I know that some of them are reading this hopefully! If they are not, I HATE THEM ALL!!!! j/k Love them all, really! **kiss**

So bored right now. I need more friends! They need to call me more, so I wouldn't spend money on the internet! I'm spending way too much time on here at the minute. I need to get some REAL friends!

Anyways, I may write in here later, cuz I have nothing better to do!!!!!!

Current Music: Harry Potter Soundtrack
Current Mood: Happy!
Current Desktop: Some random pattern!
Last website visited: www.muse-official.com
Last Thing Eaten: Bag of Walkers Lites, salt and vinegar flavour

2002-06-26T18:42:00.000Z

YAWN! I am very tired today. Serves me right for going to sleep at 6 this morning. Sleepovers rule though! Especially when you make your own vodka! Yum yum! *ahem* Anyway, all of my exams have finished now. Last one was home econaomics on Tuesday. Went OK, but had some pretty random questions. I feel like I should be doing some revision, but then I realize that I don't have to do any!!! Technically now, I don't have to go back to education ever again. But, I am going back because I want a good job.

I feel like I am writing this to no one, but then I remember that I have put the link for here into my sig line @ forums4fans, so maybe some people might read this!!! If anyone from the forums are reading this, then "hi!". I like the forums. I've met so many good people there, and they are all as equally obsessed as me about Harry Potter, although I'm not as obsessed as Maresa, who dresses her dog up as Harry Potter! lol! Was really funny picture. She is an absolute nut case, but she's really sweet, and has just made moderator of the HP board, so well done to her!

OH MY GOD! It's official. I have an obsession with Muse. They are the best bamd IN THE WORLD and I want to have Matt Bellamy's children!!!! AND, I have a maaaaaaajor obsession with Daniel Radcliffe. He is well fit, and I don't care that he is only 12, because he is fit!!! If you don't believe me, I tell you to go and look at www.the-leaky-cauldron.org and have a look at the trailer for the Chamber of Secrets trialer to see how fit he is!!!!

Current Music: Brief Strop by Sheila Nicholls
Current Mood: Tired
Current Desktop: Boring, again!
Last website visited: www.harrypotter.co.uk
Last thing eaten: 2 custard creams

2002-06-24T13:53:00.000Z

OK, this is my first entry to here. Kinda weird actually. I've read so many of these, but never made my own. So, finally did it. I should be revising, cuz I have an exam tomorrow, but the internet is just to darn tempting!!!!! I'm just randomly surfing Harry Potter sites, as I have got a reformed obsession with it, since the trailer came out! Dan's voice is just soooooooo good!!!! Love him. Well, most probably I will be writing in here again, when I finish with some "revising" lol!!! Like I can be bothered!!!

Current Music: Origin of Symmetry by Muse
Current Mood: Jolly!
Current Desktop: Boring
Last website visited: www.muse-official.com
Last thing eaten: A ham and tomato ketchup sandwich